Bedroom Diaries of as Black Woman
BY BENNY BONSU | 28 JUNE 2010I CAN'T GET ENOUGH
I can’t get enough of you because when I think of you...
I think of giving myself to you. You are everything that makes my heart skip a beat. You make me nervous because you make me step out of my comfort zone and encourage me to enjoy and believe in what I try to stay away from and that, having the passion for you.
You have thought me a lot without knowing that you have done it. You put me in my place and force me to be the person that is trapped inside of me.
I can’t get enough of you because; you’re everything I didn't dream off. You scare me because you see straight through me and you make me feel like the most important thing in the room without trying. You’re there for me when I need you, you listen, share, advice and care for me. Your cuddles in the time of need are worth more than a bunch of whispers of encouragement.
To give myself to you is nothing to me but is extension of my being. When I think of us, I think about when we are together. The way you make me cry, you make me want to run a mile not because I am not enjoying myself but because of the passion between the two of us. Words can’t explain. You take me to a place, I have never been.
When is that time, I handle my business the way I should because your my King, you handle me in a way that only make me want you and nothing else. That’s why I can’t get enough of you. Every little thing you do stays on my mind. Our conversation, our cuddles, jokes, ups and downs makes it all worthwhile.
They said he is a player, dog, proceed with caution and take it slowly. Why? 9months later, they say, “be careful, proceed with caution, and don’t trust him.”
But I celebrate both of us because between you and me, is as REAL as it can be. I opened my eyes to something that clearly belonged to me and something that clearly belonged to you. We have seen each other go through our changes. I wasn't expected to find that love that’s right in you. But I have and knowing that, make me smile every day.
I am taking my chances and risk before it passes me by and having fun doing so. The perfect or good man is not the one that you think is perfect but the one that has lived life and learnt from their mistakes and shares their experiences.
To him, I say...”If I am the book, you’re my words. I appreciate you ”.
